Please bring me back.

Bring me back to the day, where all I worried about was getting home on time to Watch TRL and Britney Spears topping charts.

Lady GAGA

This was weekend by far was the best ever. Thanks to Hoa, I met some amazing friends and I hope to hang out with them more, they were some of the kindest, fun loving people that I've ever met. And to top off the whole weekend off... LADY GAGA!

AHHHH!!! CRAZIEST CONCERT EVER, and all her fans, just as crazy!

"I throw monster balls so the freaks have a place to go!! DANCE MUH-FUCKERSSS" -gaga :)

Sorry loves! More pics later.

I DO have a choice

I know you may think I am too young to say this just yet, but : I've struggled with not wanting chlidren for awhile now. I don't ever want kids. I love them, I love being around them and I am great with kids. Absolutely great with them. My kid at heart mode comes out and I'd rather hang with them rather than sit around with boring adults. But I don't ever want to have kids of my own. Am I selfish for this? I don't want to devote all my time to a child or have my privacy taken away because a baby needs for me to hold 'em, or put 'em to sleep or feed them. I just want to be on my own. My family thinks I am crazy for this, and for awhile I started to believe I was crazy too. It makes me feel selfish, I feel like I am doing something just completely wrong. They say I'll ever be happy without children in my life. But aren't there a bunch of kids running around that I can play with?

Confused as I was I decided to turn to google, for maybe a forum on others who didn't want kids. Instead I found a superrrr long essay. I like it. You should read it to.

http://enlightenment.supersaturated.com/essays/text/carolynray/shame_children.html